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Monday, April 23, 2007
Indecision I need to finally get down to my never ending constantly growing pile of work. But it sucks, I cant do any of them except maths. And I can never choose which one to attempt after I finish maths. Still, I want to complete, but it's impossible. So, I want to play. But that's waste, people say. So what do I really want to achieve? I suddenly think a diary might work better. Blogging somehow kills whatever I was thinking before. But maybe that's cause I suck at this kind of stuff. Writing. I think I want to make an impact on the world. Where the hell does that confidence come from? What do I really want to do? I have to stop making excuses. But I never stop making them. I can't avoid them! Maybe I lengthened this blog post with too many enters. Another excuse. If I could sing, I could write a song. Or if I could critic, HP wouldn't be such a problem. Then if sco maple existed, it'd be paradise. Grind, no education. But we will talk to each other like some nubshit. Unless the npcs teach us english. Probably your eyes are getting blur. Don't read, my words aren't worth it. I have probably wasted another half hour typing this from scratch, cos I have forgotten my thousand word essay I have constructed while on the bus way home. But I don't know what to choose. Which way to go. How am I supposed to do them. Once again, an excuse. I can't escape forever. This sounds dumb. I don't give no shit. No more. But oh f***. i want this to last 3:02 PM |
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