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Friday, May 04, 2007
Forgive, Forget. I know you had a really bad day. First in the morning. Then in the afternoon. I know I seem to be an asshole for trying to be kpoh. Of course, people would naturally go angry if they were stopped for trying to stand up for themselves. It is irritating when he screws around right infront of your table everytime. And u did no wrong, as he definitely was the first one to start punching and kicking. Everyone gets their shirt pulled somehow everyday, so i see nothing in that to get angry about. And it probably seemed really unfair that after all that, people only crowded around me. You probably hate me or something. At least thats what it seemed like. I have no right to infringe upon your freedom to solve your disputes yourself. So why did i joined the scuffle. It was scary. First a fight first thing in the morning. I think it must have hurt badly, u fell rather hard. Then in the afternoon he punched and kicked u with such ferocity, i tot i would be halfway in the wall, but u still stood. That was cool. But the scuffle was scary. Maybe the injustice was that i tried to restrain you only, but not him. I didn't want u to rush in again cos anyone would get crushed, no matter how much stronger u are than me. There wasn't any other choices of actions when you see two people fighting anyway. Unless we are sadistic. True, largely our class is screwed. Thanks to you, we have managed to survive alot of teacher's scoldings and shit. I hope you wouldn't stop even after today. It really hurt to see both of you fighting in the morning, cos u both usually got on well. And u shouted for the first time at me. So, i really felt bad cos that meant i did something u really didnt like. Our class is bonded like no other class is. No other class unite that much against injustices together. No other class do whatever we do. 2n06 ftw. Just hoping you wont give up on us because u shouted and pushed and pulled etc at 2 people today. Whatever it may seem like, you are still a dear friend to us. Ignore the mushiness, for i cant find more suitable words as my expressions suck much, and any mushiness is beside the point. i want this to last 10:34 PM |
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